I missed you....

करवटे बदल -बदल के बीताते थे रात हम और यूँ आँखो आँखो में रात काट जाती थी काटते रहे हम तेरे इंतज़ार में यूँ ही ज़िंदगी का सफ़र तेरी यादे और बेवफ़ाई की रोशनी मेरी मंज़िलो को रास्ता दिखा जाती थी .

I miss her a lot i don know but the feeling is overwhelming... i keep my self engaged by working like hell and when at rest just think about her.Never thought that love is like this.But good that i am learning new things and bearing pain which can is unbearable at times.I have faith in her and faith in her attitude.This is the time that no matter how much i care about her i cannot do anything.I dont know but somehow i feel something is wrong with her coz i can feel that my beats are not regular as if she is missin me a lot... This feeling of depression is so close as if our heart are just one.I dont know but i am doing my best to make her strong so that she can judge whts best for her.Today I miss you, more than I can say. I love you with all that I am, and I know that you are all I will ever need. When tomorrow comes , and all the tomorrows after, my heart will be here, filled with the love I feel this day. In silence she waits calmly but here i am dying i do not how long i have left.Her smile is late and i contemplate my reply i cannot even say her name...Her eyes search me in distance and time.I waited for so long i have been patient and strong my walls i forsake.I can understand her pain and she is breathing a different breath.Heavy with sighs sad in eyes the mind throbs in thought too empty to feel as if life were unreal.I am far away dreaming i am sorry i missed you sorry i could not see you, i will wake up like this and i will stay up late for now its is my turn to wait i am sorry i missed you.