Love Hurts The Most When You Havn't Understood Your Lover.

जाने इस मोहब्बत में ऐसा क्यों होता है वो मुझसे जुदा हो कर भी जुदा नही होता है
हर एक पल बस तलाश करती हैं उसको मेरी नज़रे हर एक नज़ारे में बस उसका ही गुमान होता है
देखा करते हैं हम ख्वाब उनके ही दिन रात सिर्फ़ वो ही वो मेरे दिल के क़रीब होता
ढलकता है जब भी रात का आँचल चाँद के मुख से हर बीतते पल में उनसे मिलने का सबब होता है
समा जाए धड़कनों में अब धड़कने कुछ ऐसे हर पल उनकी सांसो में गुम होने का नशा होता है
अक्सर उनको महसूस किया है मैने अपने आस पास क्या यह सच है या मेरे वजूद पर उनका यूँ ही असर होता है
सच कर दे इस ख़्वाब को अपनी बाहों में भर के तू सनम आज की रात का सफ़र भी अब यूँ ही ख़्वाबों में खत्म होता है

We have taken a decision for us.It was one of my days when i felt i have lost something for a short time which i treasured the most.God has been kind on me that whatever i loved it had always stayed with me no matter.Might be there is something else but i felt i went with her coz i wanted to make her strong,somebody whom i treasure and love the most in my life.They say parents,friends are most important part of your life and you love them the most but sometimes you dont know when you start loving somebody so much that you forget yourself in that.I hate to see her cry for things beyond her control,emotions which she has not created,sentiments which make her feel guilty... whenever i think of her i feel why these things had happened to her.She is a kind of person who had always enjoyed life much more then anybody and she knows the true color of life.. i must say god has been... cruel to her.Is it her mistake to care about somebody,feel the greatest emotion and support ,at times costing her honesty...well not really its not her mistake at all.She has been a good child, caring daughter,loving sis and above all a girl who floated all her her emotion just to protect somebody from unkind fate.

I will never be able to really understand what went wrong and i will never try to question her judgement.She has been honest to her emotion and she has sacrificed herself unconditionally.We cannot stand such kind of emotions.God must have something better for her in future might be HE is just testing her.If anybody want to learn what love,sacrifice,care,determination and emotions are they must have to learn from her.She has made greatest of sacrifice in life but still she has smile resembling her true spirit in understanding life.I am with her always and i will always be just to make her strong and happy,i understand i need to give her some time.

Love hurts the most when you haven't understood your lover.Its what love means.Its extreme can only be felt by lucky few.Love means to me to give love unconditionally if are unable to do that then don try, you will fail miserably and only will get hurt...