Love ,soft as an easy chair, Love fresh as the morning air...One love that is shared by two..I have found with you.. Like a Rose under april snow i was always certain love would grow...taken from a song... to me quite true how i felt..mood is elevated and world looks magnified...Everybody cant get you..there is euphoria which seems to transcend the pains of our past..for everything.. the thing which puzzles though is that we don't wait to be in love with somebody to realize it.The first peace when we realize our relationship and oneness..Knowing that everything happens for reason enables us to better accept the things and move on.. there are lessons to be learned in every encounter we have with another person... sometimes we don not recognize why something happened at first or why some person came in my life at the time sometimes day,months or years... later i can look what happened and say "hmm ha" that is why that happened the way it did..Because if that hadn't happened ( what i perceived negative at that time) then this wonderful thing could not happen to me now...I should love being Happy.Happiness is my "ATTITUDE TOWARDS LIFE"Coz i know i am living a blessed life..I feel that change is process and not an event, a feeling of emotional,mental , and sometime physical chaos..but in this period its the most creative time of our life...and its reality..
The important thing is this to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become..Holding on to what we are means that we hold on to self limiting beliefs,prejudices,habits...we hold to things coz we bare comfortable with our habits and fear what the change may bring but its just our ego rather then our real soul..once we are in tune with our soul our inner self then its easy to let go ego based emotions that we hold on..Many relationships do not last or exist in a roller-coaster of emotions... If two people could put aside their ego, and could relate without fear of being hurt,without fear of judgement.. we will have an ultimate relationship an essence,a word, a true identity called "Soulmate Relationship"...its not an designation its never ending saga and a glorious journey called love..
Sometimes life traps us emotionally may the way seems hard to find.. its better speak where i had remained silent previously,realizing that not everything is bad and focusing on my self rather then behaviour of others.Might be its because i am here of as a result of my own choice...sometimes i refuse to compromise on truth even no matter how much love is involved..How i deal with love is how i deal with me.. and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys..even if our lives and ways are different...the first blush of love overflows and as our love cools we revert to seeing our love as need..and we cease to be someone who generates love instead become someone who seeks love...love has a reason for coming and going ,its own time and its own season.. embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you..love always has been and be always will be a mystery am happy it came in my life for a moment...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
I missed you....
करवटे बदल -बदल के बीताते थे रात हम और यूँ आँखो आँखो में रात काट जाती थी काटते रहे हम तेरे इंतज़ार में यूँ ही ज़िंदगी का सफ़र तेरी यादे और बेवफ़ाई की रोशनी मेरी मंज़िलो को रास्ता दिखा जाती थी .
I miss her a lot i don know but the feeling is overwhelming... i keep my self engaged by working like hell and when at rest just think about her.Never thought that love is like this.But good that i am learning new things and bearing pain which can is unbearable at times.I have faith in her and faith in her attitude.This is the time that no matter how much i care about her i cannot do anything.I dont know but somehow i feel something is wrong with her coz i can feel that my beats are not regular as if she is missin me a lot... This feeling of depression is so close as if our heart are just one.I dont know but i am doing my best to make her strong so that she can judge whts best for her.Today I miss you, more than I can say. I love you with all that I am, and I know that you are all I will ever need. When tomorrow comes , and all the tomorrows after, my heart will be here, filled with the love I feel this day. In silence she waits calmly but here i am dying i do not how long i have left.Her smile is late and i contemplate my reply i cannot even say her name...Her eyes search me in distance and time.I waited for so long i have been patient and strong my walls i forsake.I can understand her pain and she is breathing a different breath.Heavy with sighs sad in eyes the mind throbs in thought too empty to feel as if life were unreal.I am far away dreaming i am sorry i missed you sorry i could not see you, i will wake up like this and i will stay up late for now its is my turn to wait i am sorry i missed you.
I miss her a lot i don know but the feeling is overwhelming... i keep my self engaged by working like hell and when at rest just think about her.Never thought that love is like this.But good that i am learning new things and bearing pain which can is unbearable at times.I have faith in her and faith in her attitude.This is the time that no matter how much i care about her i cannot do anything.I dont know but somehow i feel something is wrong with her coz i can feel that my beats are not regular as if she is missin me a lot... This feeling of depression is so close as if our heart are just one.I dont know but i am doing my best to make her strong so that she can judge whts best for her.Today I miss you, more than I can say. I love you with all that I am, and I know that you are all I will ever need. When tomorrow comes , and all the tomorrows after, my heart will be here, filled with the love I feel this day. In silence she waits calmly but here i am dying i do not how long i have left.Her smile is late and i contemplate my reply i cannot even say her name...Her eyes search me in distance and time.I waited for so long i have been patient and strong my walls i forsake.I can understand her pain and she is breathing a different breath.Heavy with sighs sad in eyes the mind throbs in thought too empty to feel as if life were unreal.I am far away dreaming i am sorry i missed you sorry i could not see you, i will wake up like this and i will stay up late for now its is my turn to wait i am sorry i missed you.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
.........
Whole night tears kept rolling for every drop i just remembered you.Sleep was distant and so was my peace.Why did this happened i never knew for i never knew i can love somebody that i can be so impatient just to listen a simple whisper of her.i am unable to write for this moment things which went by.....
चलो आज आखरी यह इंतज़ाम कर ले
पहचान आपनी आपनी दूजे के नाम कर ले........
ऐसा क्यो होता है कि जिससे आप बहुत पयार करते हैं उनसे आप बहुत दूर चले जाते है सिर्फ एक पल मैं.कहता हूँ जरा थम थम के रफ्ता रफ्ता चल ज़िन्दगी कि यह शमा या फिजा बदल ना जाये...प्यार ने मुझे एक पल मैं जन्नत को दिखा दिया ओर उसी प्यार के एक पल मैं मुझे रुला दिया । तेरा मिलना एक एहसास है। तेरी आवाज़ मेरे वीरानो को महका जाती है झनकती है मेरे अंदर तक और मेरी रूह को छू जाती है । अब तेरे लिए मेरा दीवानापन इससे ज़्यादा और क्या होगा । जब भी ढलका है शाम का आँचल कही मुझे क्यूं लगता है की तू कही इंतज़ार मेरा करती होगी ।बीत ना जाए यह ज़िंदगी की शाम भी कही, ख़ामोशी से मेरी गीतो में अपनी सांसो की रवानी भर दे । आ मेरी आँखो में एक ख्वाब फिर से सज़ा दे....
पहचान आपनी आपनी दूजे के नाम कर ले........
ऐसा क्यो होता है कि जिससे आप बहुत पयार करते हैं उनसे आप बहुत दूर चले जाते है सिर्फ एक पल मैं.कहता हूँ जरा थम थम के रफ्ता रफ्ता चल ज़िन्दगी कि यह शमा या फिजा बदल ना जाये...प्यार ने मुझे एक पल मैं जन्नत को दिखा दिया ओर उसी प्यार के एक पल मैं मुझे रुला दिया । तेरा मिलना एक एहसास है। तेरी आवाज़ मेरे वीरानो को महका जाती है झनकती है मेरे अंदर तक और मेरी रूह को छू जाती है । अब तेरे लिए मेरा दीवानापन इससे ज़्यादा और क्या होगा । जब भी ढलका है शाम का आँचल कही मुझे क्यूं लगता है की तू कही इंतज़ार मेरा करती होगी ।बीत ना जाए यह ज़िंदगी की शाम भी कही, ख़ामोशी से मेरी गीतो में अपनी सांसो की रवानी भर दे । आ मेरी आँखो में एक ख्वाब फिर से सज़ा दे....
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Love Hurts The Most When You Havn't Understood Your Lover.
जाने इस मोहब्बत में ऐसा क्यों होता है वो मुझसे जुदा हो कर भी जुदा नही होता है
हर एक पल बस तलाश करती हैं उसको मेरी नज़रे हर एक नज़ारे में बस उसका ही गुमान होता है
देखा करते हैं हम ख्वाब उनके ही दिन रात सिर्फ़ वो ही वो मेरे दिल के क़रीब होता
ढलकता है जब भी रात का आँचल चाँद के मुख से हर बीतते पल में उनसे मिलने का सबब होता है
समा जाए धड़कनों में अब धड़कने कुछ ऐसे हर पल उनकी सांसो में गुम होने का नशा होता है
अक्सर उनको महसूस किया है मैने अपने आस पास क्या यह सच है या मेरे वजूद पर उनका यूँ ही असर होता है
सच कर दे इस ख़्वाब को अपनी बाहों में भर के तू सनम आज की रात का सफ़र भी अब यूँ ही ख़्वाबों में खत्म होता है
We have taken a decision for us.It was one of my days when i felt i have lost something for a short time which i treasured the most.God has been kind on me that whatever i loved it had always stayed with me no matter.Might be there is something else but i felt i went with her coz i wanted to make her strong,somebody whom i treasure and love the most in my life.They say parents,friends are most important part of your life and you love them the most but sometimes you dont know when you start loving somebody so much that you forget yourself in that.I hate to see her cry for things beyond her control,emotions which she has not created,sentiments which make her feel guilty... whenever i think of her i feel why these things had happened to her.She is a kind of person who had always enjoyed life much more then anybody and she knows the true color of life.. i must say god has been... cruel to her.Is it her mistake to care about somebody,feel the greatest emotion and support ,at times costing her honesty...well not really its not her mistake at all.She has been a good child, caring daughter,loving sis and above all a girl who floated all her her emotion just to protect somebody from unkind fate.
I will never be able to really understand what went wrong and i will never try to question her judgement.She has been honest to her emotion and she has sacrificed herself unconditionally.We cannot stand such kind of emotions.God must have something better for her in future might be HE is just testing her.If anybody want to learn what love,sacrifice,care,determination and emotions are they must have to learn from her.She has made greatest of sacrifice in life but still she has smile resembling her true spirit in understanding life.I am with her always and i will always be just to make her strong and happy,i understand i need to give her some time.
Love hurts the most when you haven't understood your lover.Its what love means.Its extreme can only be felt by lucky few.Love means to me to give love unconditionally if are unable to do that then don try, you will fail miserably and only will get hurt...
हर एक पल बस तलाश करती हैं उसको मेरी नज़रे हर एक नज़ारे में बस उसका ही गुमान होता है
देखा करते हैं हम ख्वाब उनके ही दिन रात सिर्फ़ वो ही वो मेरे दिल के क़रीब होता
ढलकता है जब भी रात का आँचल चाँद के मुख से हर बीतते पल में उनसे मिलने का सबब होता है
समा जाए धड़कनों में अब धड़कने कुछ ऐसे हर पल उनकी सांसो में गुम होने का नशा होता है
अक्सर उनको महसूस किया है मैने अपने आस पास क्या यह सच है या मेरे वजूद पर उनका यूँ ही असर होता है
सच कर दे इस ख़्वाब को अपनी बाहों में भर के तू सनम आज की रात का सफ़र भी अब यूँ ही ख़्वाबों में खत्म होता है
We have taken a decision for us.It was one of my days when i felt i have lost something for a short time which i treasured the most.God has been kind on me that whatever i loved it had always stayed with me no matter.Might be there is something else but i felt i went with her coz i wanted to make her strong,somebody whom i treasure and love the most in my life.They say parents,friends are most important part of your life and you love them the most but sometimes you dont know when you start loving somebody so much that you forget yourself in that.I hate to see her cry for things beyond her control,emotions which she has not created,sentiments which make her feel guilty... whenever i think of her i feel why these things had happened to her.She is a kind of person who had always enjoyed life much more then anybody and she knows the true color of life.. i must say god has been... cruel to her.Is it her mistake to care about somebody,feel the greatest emotion and support ,at times costing her honesty...well not really its not her mistake at all.She has been a good child, caring daughter,loving sis and above all a girl who floated all her her emotion just to protect somebody from unkind fate.
I will never be able to really understand what went wrong and i will never try to question her judgement.She has been honest to her emotion and she has sacrificed herself unconditionally.We cannot stand such kind of emotions.God must have something better for her in future might be HE is just testing her.If anybody want to learn what love,sacrifice,care,determination and emotions are they must have to learn from her.She has made greatest of sacrifice in life but still she has smile resembling her true spirit in understanding life.I am with her always and i will always be just to make her strong and happy,i understand i need to give her some time.
Love hurts the most when you haven't understood your lover.Its what love means.Its extreme can only be felt by lucky few.Love means to me to give love unconditionally if are unable to do that then don try, you will fail miserably and only will get hurt...
Friday, August 10, 2007
All you need is love
When a relationship is complete, you can count on pain showing up and its overwhelming.The only difference is we all experince it on different levels.The most important relationship you will ever have is the one you have with yourself.Relationship can quickly change our routines, habits and obligations. Like one of my known person was not in the habit of brushing at night but when she came, she changed everything.Small things but matter most.The more settled we become with our love ,the harder it can become to envision a different life.More often then not love can feel more like a fantasy, it is a affirmation of free will.when we open our mind to behave in a diferent way, we create the freedom to love..To open our hearts to love is perhaps the greatest gift we can give to ourself.
When we make the decision to go for results in our love relationships, thats the real moment we make our partner happy. This is actually an important path to passion, a path to trust also called intimacy.Trust between couples communication bonds in a very special way.We all want to experience intimacy another form of passion.The way how you feel with your partner. They move close and get tied in unity,love and satisfaction.The bond an everlasting and unconditional.
The greatest part is to reveal your innerself in being transparent and some which is genuine, unimaginable and worth while.The unity of lovers does the work of angel and can virtually produce anything if they desire.Being romantic with your intentions reflect thoughtful affection and bond.Its a matter of respect an acknowledgement of commitment and visible evidence of love.When you say frequently "i love you" is redeeming the meaning of love and demonstrates that the words are true.Love can inspire a lifetime of emotion and passion. So great relationship with your partner begins with how much we love each other foremost in our mind, everyday and every second. Like attracts love and that is how what we become we attract.Love is a quest not only for anwers but for questions and giving undivided attention to your loved one.
And on that cheek and o'er that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,—
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.
When we make the decision to go for results in our love relationships, thats the real moment we make our partner happy. This is actually an important path to passion, a path to trust also called intimacy.Trust between couples communication bonds in a very special way.We all want to experience intimacy another form of passion.The way how you feel with your partner. They move close and get tied in unity,love and satisfaction.The bond an everlasting and unconditional.
The greatest part is to reveal your innerself in being transparent and some which is genuine, unimaginable and worth while.The unity of lovers does the work of angel and can virtually produce anything if they desire.Being romantic with your intentions reflect thoughtful affection and bond.Its a matter of respect an acknowledgement of commitment and visible evidence of love.When you say frequently "i love you" is redeeming the meaning of love and demonstrates that the words are true.Love can inspire a lifetime of emotion and passion. So great relationship with your partner begins with how much we love each other foremost in our mind, everyday and every second. Like attracts love and that is how what we become we attract.Love is a quest not only for anwers but for questions and giving undivided attention to your loved one.
And on that cheek and o'er that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,—
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Lonely
Its nearing almost 144 hours since i lost all ready communication with her. The world is spinning so fast. Well i am in a negative state of mind also called loneliness marked by a sense of isolation which is a bit different from solitude.The bitter form of loneliness perhaps is being with people but still feel lonely.. Its an harsh punishment state of discomfort marked by estrangement which you are giving yourself coz you miss somebody terribly in your life. Loneliness is such that when your cell rings you get a smile and when you see somebody else you go to a state of uncomfort.You don't get your sleep as if her thoughts keep waking you up. You skip everything just to be left alone with memories about her smile, her talks,her small things.
An unconscious negative biasmay start feeding your depression.Its the loudest noise of your heart your are neither in heaven or hell you feel like loosing ever thing and you totally live with a single hope that you will meet her one day.Its a situation where you have met your real inner self its not harmful its hurtful.It drives you insane. you feel sad , depressed all alone and you avoid meeting new people. and you become all the while critical. All the while you just being with her snaps, letters , talks, emails and thinking about all those passed moments.Precondition of living real life just becomes a burden.You walk a lonely path in the company of grief. Lost and dwell ed deep your love feelings pacing slowly at the other end.Our memories, our thoughts, ideas , notions attitude and feelings all go hay wire.Only in love where one accepts to be lonely does he feels solitude of things. One relation to them and to lay one open to pain. Unaccustomed to caring we become paranoid and insecure.
Amid the darkest clouds of tumultuous loneliness there is storm of pain , hope and confusion.
Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing,
Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness;
So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another,
Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence.
An unconscious negative biasmay start feeding your depression.Its the loudest noise of your heart your are neither in heaven or hell you feel like loosing ever thing and you totally live with a single hope that you will meet her one day.Its a situation where you have met your real inner self its not harmful its hurtful.It drives you insane. you feel sad , depressed all alone and you avoid meeting new people. and you become all the while critical. All the while you just being with her snaps, letters , talks, emails and thinking about all those passed moments.Precondition of living real life just becomes a burden.You walk a lonely path in the company of grief. Lost and dwell ed deep your love feelings pacing slowly at the other end.Our memories, our thoughts, ideas , notions attitude and feelings all go hay wire.Only in love where one accepts to be lonely does he feels solitude of things. One relation to them and to lay one open to pain. Unaccustomed to caring we become paranoid and insecure.
Amid the darkest clouds of tumultuous loneliness there is storm of pain , hope and confusion.
Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing,
Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness;
So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another,
Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Love Lost
The act seems to be casual, whether it actually is or not but its easy to reconnect with old flames without appreciating whats @ stake.Most of these romantic reunions are between first or early loves. Lost and found relationships are surprisingly successful as long as partners are not attached at the time they reconnect.How to endure the rekindled first love. Many of grew up together or shared friends and values.Each of us must have spent some formative years together and became standards for all romances since. Yet with all resilience we all at some point place our lost love feeling in a unpremeditated way,placing our lovers at emotional risk.
Most of rekindled romances are saddled with past problems and doomed to fail.Most of us go through this coz of distances, family moves, disapproving parents, and emotional uncertainty.And when things start we feel our separation was unjust and now we finally have the chance to set things right. Such love lost may mean judgemental but they never ended not like fantasies.
We can even risk our friendship, life savings and our emotional stability- just to be together.These romantic endeavour may be ineffaceable so off-the track intense often fizzling and mining the depth of that early bond.These bonds ignited results with volatile, fiery, highly sexual but short-lived chemicals of fresh love.Thus setting the stage for once in lifetime emotional intensity paired with distinctive occasion for affection-creating a model of love that persists for life.The ideals and longings could be fed by craving to find a satisfying end.The idea that threats to the relationship is can actually increase the feelings of longing and passion.The intensifying ardent potent love feeling impels us to try with our all strength to get our departed lost love.
Reuniting can be cause of celebration but with unwelcome consequences.Lost love may be perfect emotional bondage but true victims are the person who are loving you wildly and never saw it coming.Giving love is one thing,getting it is another and all together different aspect.Doing so they threaten relationship in which they are, affecting the very identity of their lover.Lost love evoke conflicting feelings may cause more stress and outright dislike.Of all decisions we make in our life few are very important as who you want to live with.Making a bad move and we end up spending days and night in mired unhappiness consumed by anxiety and depression.We love somebody not by mysterious entity but through a magical feeling called "love hit" and it has everything to do with enduring bond which you are in.As we love somebody we try to know him or her and determining what you can and what you cant trust.Relying on him/her for certain needs and developing a level of commitment and finally there is a romantic feeling which prompts touch.
Going back is clearly your blind strategy of pushing something which never works and it just and expression of our anxiety and its not getting what we want. Sometimes its hard to See a path into future but incorporate both your current needs and your partners love.Too many people, however, confuses old flame for a chance, and there is an all-important distinction between the two.... spiraling down into depression, hopelessness, and despair....
Most of rekindled romances are saddled with past problems and doomed to fail.Most of us go through this coz of distances, family moves, disapproving parents, and emotional uncertainty.And when things start we feel our separation was unjust and now we finally have the chance to set things right. Such love lost may mean judgemental but they never ended not like fantasies.
We can even risk our friendship, life savings and our emotional stability- just to be together.These romantic endeavour may be ineffaceable so off-the track intense often fizzling and mining the depth of that early bond.These bonds ignited results with volatile, fiery, highly sexual but short-lived chemicals of fresh love.Thus setting the stage for once in lifetime emotional intensity paired with distinctive occasion for affection-creating a model of love that persists for life.The ideals and longings could be fed by craving to find a satisfying end.The idea that threats to the relationship is can actually increase the feelings of longing and passion.The intensifying ardent potent love feeling impels us to try with our all strength to get our departed lost love.
Reuniting can be cause of celebration but with unwelcome consequences.Lost love may be perfect emotional bondage but true victims are the person who are loving you wildly and never saw it coming.Giving love is one thing,getting it is another and all together different aspect.Doing so they threaten relationship in which they are, affecting the very identity of their lover.Lost love evoke conflicting feelings may cause more stress and outright dislike.Of all decisions we make in our life few are very important as who you want to live with.Making a bad move and we end up spending days and night in mired unhappiness consumed by anxiety and depression.We love somebody not by mysterious entity but through a magical feeling called "love hit" and it has everything to do with enduring bond which you are in.As we love somebody we try to know him or her and determining what you can and what you cant trust.Relying on him/her for certain needs and developing a level of commitment and finally there is a romantic feeling which prompts touch.
Going back is clearly your blind strategy of pushing something which never works and it just and expression of our anxiety and its not getting what we want. Sometimes its hard to See a path into future but incorporate both your current needs and your partners love.Too many people, however, confuses old flame for a chance, and there is an all-important distinction between the two.... spiraling down into depression, hopelessness, and despair....
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Special For Me
She is special ! Not everyone is blessed with true love in his/her life. I am talking about true love, love which originates from your heart and and where its not easy for you to forget somebody whom you had loved more then your life. This is one of the greatest gifts of God. She can only be loved more then that by her family but that too can sometimes be least felt.Unconditional love what i mean to say.Its more about sacrifice somebody makes to be with somebody who is special for him.
You are special to me,whom i trust the most.I still treasure something which we have shared discussed. Times where you have summoned a smile on my face and paths where we have converged for a while.The confidence you have displayed and moments which you persuaded with me.My hours with you flew as fast as it can, left knowing how fortunate i am having you in my life.She is somebody with whom i can confide my pains, i can expect support from, and cooperation at all stages of my love.You have made me learn that in love is more is not better,even a slight willingness to love is sufficient and there is no object called love. It exist before emotions, feelings, ideas.
True love which starts from you and ends with you is eternal without searching.Without wanting you make me feel it. No matter how possessive i become you can never be lost.The wanting soul sees only what i wants but unwinding soul sees what is hidden. You are special~ for me two ways one origin. You are deep and complete ,elusive but certainty something real than perception and opinions. Have much and loose everything...... That's you for me.
You are special to me,whom i trust the most.I still treasure something which we have shared discussed. Times where you have summoned a smile on my face and paths where we have converged for a while.The confidence you have displayed and moments which you persuaded with me.My hours with you flew as fast as it can, left knowing how fortunate i am having you in my life.She is somebody with whom i can confide my pains, i can expect support from, and cooperation at all stages of my love.You have made me learn that in love is more is not better,even a slight willingness to love is sufficient and there is no object called love. It exist before emotions, feelings, ideas.
True love which starts from you and ends with you is eternal without searching.Without wanting you make me feel it. No matter how possessive i become you can never be lost.The wanting soul sees only what i wants but unwinding soul sees what is hidden. You are special~ for me two ways one origin. You are deep and complete ,elusive but certainty something real than perception and opinions. Have much and loose everything...... That's you for me.
Friday, August 3, 2007
Love Reality
They met say few years back on a popular social network site.The guy was as usual wanted to know about her from day one,but you know girls are full of excuses when they are not interested. Well the first day encounter was too formal with just some chit chat. Guy knew from day one that there is something interesting about her which keep him wait for her and what not. She has an uncanny ability to be mysterious, very caring but with little bit of two minds.Days were passing on and so was there regular chatting.He was finding her interesting and girl was too apprehensive to be dominated by anybodys emotions.She was too strong to let her sensitive side take over her mind.He came to know a lot about her and lucky enough to come close to her one day. The first blush of new love was filled and it over flowed.We revert to seeing our love as need to be with each other. Our feelings cease to exist and its was not about someone who generates love but becomes someone who seeks love.This was the 1st phase in their feelings for each other.
But her life was not that the guy has seen. It was totally different. She has already seen and suffered something which she was not eager to share. As the confidence grew the feeling was strong and so was the urge to understand and share everything.The guy had by now found out that she was very trustworthy and more of because of simple attitude and love for life. She was kinda living a life a person who seeks happiness from small thing. Emotional by nature but something taught her not to get emotional with any body or anytime. But the guy had love for her a real love and he wanted to nurture it with trust,time and understanding.At that point he found out that he was clearly in love with her but was not sure if she had the same feeling.He just felt that love didnt choose to rest in the other person's heart...This was 2nd phase which came up in between them.
The girl started to love his company, his way of talking his attention and his attitude, she was completely in sync with his mind and thinking.The guy loved to share everything with her and most importantly he liked her way of thinking.He felt he was blessed to have someone as understanding , simple and true to life. She never ever showed any emotion for him which could have been intense but just carried on with time as if she was waiting for something on its own to own.The greatest part of love is that how you deal with it is how you treat yourself, and all our heart feels the same joys and pain as you, even if our Lives and ways are different.Its was if they didnt choose love , love choose them.All its was for them was to accept it for all its mystery when it came in their life.The 3rd phase came up quickly.
Things were shaping on well with them and as if they event didnt realised that they have come so close as ever. But somewhere the girl was confused, something was there which she was not able to accept easily. A sense of perplexity was there.She wanted to pour everything but the guy had other things in mind. His love was as pure as it can be. He loved her from deep chore of his heart. He tried judging his feelings for her. If he was in love or not or was it just a feeling of being with somebody.Its said that when you are in love with somebody you forget pain, you cease to exist on your own and small things can make you happy. Your anger turns into smile,your ego takes backseat and everything you do is for her. Wanted to taste the real thing about love he slashed his hand to see if he feels pain... How come he didnt felt a sense of pain in it... True it was.. it was love and nothing but love.But she told him something which he never heard about.Its was about her real guarded feeling. On that night she poured everything in spite of the fact that for the guy,past mattered least in their relationship.Coz love is all about loving unconditionally and without anything that might matter in it. Though there was something as if you love somebody and she loves you back but the love chooses to leave you for sometime, do not try to reclaim it or assess blame,Let it go.. There is reason and there is meaning. You would know in time.This was the 4th phase in their relationship.
Well what did happened was exciting, lovely and god had a reason to see them together ever after and so HE wanted this thing to happen.But love was not ready to depart and he wanted to be part of her life and she wanted him in her life.Love allows us to be foolish, to forget tears for one smile, a dozen selfish acts for one caring gesture; They have reason to be together and they know that they have one inseparable soul.They will exist together and will leave together that is just being "in love" which not all of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident,and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
"Death cannot stop true love; it can only delay it for a little while."~The Princess Bride
But her life was not that the guy has seen. It was totally different. She has already seen and suffered something which she was not eager to share. As the confidence grew the feeling was strong and so was the urge to understand and share everything.The guy had by now found out that she was very trustworthy and more of because of simple attitude and love for life. She was kinda living a life a person who seeks happiness from small thing. Emotional by nature but something taught her not to get emotional with any body or anytime. But the guy had love for her a real love and he wanted to nurture it with trust,time and understanding.At that point he found out that he was clearly in love with her but was not sure if she had the same feeling.He just felt that love didnt choose to rest in the other person's heart...This was 2nd phase which came up in between them.
The girl started to love his company, his way of talking his attention and his attitude, she was completely in sync with his mind and thinking.The guy loved to share everything with her and most importantly he liked her way of thinking.He felt he was blessed to have someone as understanding , simple and true to life. She never ever showed any emotion for him which could have been intense but just carried on with time as if she was waiting for something on its own to own.The greatest part of love is that how you deal with it is how you treat yourself, and all our heart feels the same joys and pain as you, even if our Lives and ways are different.Its was if they didnt choose love , love choose them.All its was for them was to accept it for all its mystery when it came in their life.The 3rd phase came up quickly.
Things were shaping on well with them and as if they event didnt realised that they have come so close as ever. But somewhere the girl was confused, something was there which she was not able to accept easily. A sense of perplexity was there.She wanted to pour everything but the guy had other things in mind. His love was as pure as it can be. He loved her from deep chore of his heart. He tried judging his feelings for her. If he was in love or not or was it just a feeling of being with somebody.Its said that when you are in love with somebody you forget pain, you cease to exist on your own and small things can make you happy. Your anger turns into smile,your ego takes backseat and everything you do is for her. Wanted to taste the real thing about love he slashed his hand to see if he feels pain... How come he didnt felt a sense of pain in it... True it was.. it was love and nothing but love.But she told him something which he never heard about.Its was about her real guarded feeling. On that night she poured everything in spite of the fact that for the guy,past mattered least in their relationship.Coz love is all about loving unconditionally and without anything that might matter in it. Though there was something as if you love somebody and she loves you back but the love chooses to leave you for sometime, do not try to reclaim it or assess blame,Let it go.. There is reason and there is meaning. You would know in time.This was the 4th phase in their relationship.
Well what did happened was exciting, lovely and god had a reason to see them together ever after and so HE wanted this thing to happen.But love was not ready to depart and he wanted to be part of her life and she wanted him in her life.Love allows us to be foolish, to forget tears for one smile, a dozen selfish acts for one caring gesture; They have reason to be together and they know that they have one inseparable soul.They will exist together and will leave together that is just being "in love" which not all of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident,and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
"Death cannot stop true love; it can only delay it for a little while."~The Princess Bride
फ्लिर्ट करे
It’s Saturday night in a crowded pub. You are dressed to kill and you hit straight looking for somebody who you lock in for a conversation or what not ;) You are alone coz your girlfriend was not able to join for (….some reason lets not into that detail.)You finally did manage to attract somebody and she walks over to you…. Hmm whts next? Are you gonna wait for somebody to introduce you to her or you want to just play it hard… Real part what you want to do to keep her interested in you (ultimate adinos)? Hmm my art of flirting … Quite simple.
She is drop dead looking gorgeous in that black top batting her eyelashes and casually playing with her hair. Hmm... Why not lean toward her and make a slight contact touching her arm. Social flirting lets give it name… Feeling desirable and attractive. You are the ultimate guy. Is your ego being boosted? Flirting is one of the great simple joys of life which few people know about. Read more…
Flirting gives you an immediate excitement, appreciated and darn good you make the other person. Did somebody said flattered? You must remember two things when you are flirting your actual conversation viz. your body language. Feeling invited to catch a glimpse of most attractive characteristic and positive behavior.
An art when well done gives you great confidence and the other person to have fun and think about you all the while.Hmm still want to be introduced. Why not start talking?
Flirting, the essence lies in saying with an underlying meaning that you are interested. You might say directly “I am interested” Did somebody mentioned other things.Something are better not told directly but comes with your eyes, body language, nodding, smiles and complementing. I am already looking for something big.
This is something very important don’t wait for in return for your flirting skills; not a dance, a date n off course a date. Let flirting be playful chitchat. Let her flirt with you and do the same, but set you straight don’t look more beyond it. (I know you will your wish)
You are already showing interest in that person so be attentive to question that might be pumped. Oops you got caught in seductive situation …..Calling 911 is that what you will do... naah not exactly. Stick to the basic, be an active listener you will get out of it and will have plenty of subject to discuss.
“God must be in a very good mood today, he made us meet” The most interesting people are usually the ones who are most interested in others.
You have two ears and one mouth because you should listen twice as much as you speak. Listening is a true art. Your flirting partner will be drawn to you. Everyone loves to be heard. Smile like you haven’t done that before, a smile lights up your face and draws people to you. You will be a people magnet.
Enough. Bored…Excuse me not for you…
She is drop dead looking gorgeous in that black top batting her eyelashes and casually playing with her hair. Hmm... Why not lean toward her and make a slight contact touching her arm. Social flirting lets give it name… Feeling desirable and attractive. You are the ultimate guy. Is your ego being boosted? Flirting is one of the great simple joys of life which few people know about. Read more…
Flirting gives you an immediate excitement, appreciated and darn good you make the other person. Did somebody said flattered? You must remember two things when you are flirting your actual conversation viz. your body language. Feeling invited to catch a glimpse of most attractive characteristic and positive behavior.
An art when well done gives you great confidence and the other person to have fun and think about you all the while.Hmm still want to be introduced. Why not start talking?
Flirting, the essence lies in saying with an underlying meaning that you are interested. You might say directly “I am interested” Did somebody mentioned other things.Something are better not told directly but comes with your eyes, body language, nodding, smiles and complementing. I am already looking for something big.
This is something very important don’t wait for in return for your flirting skills; not a dance, a date n off course a date. Let flirting be playful chitchat. Let her flirt with you and do the same, but set you straight don’t look more beyond it. (I know you will your wish)
You are already showing interest in that person so be attentive to question that might be pumped. Oops you got caught in seductive situation …..Calling 911 is that what you will do... naah not exactly. Stick to the basic, be an active listener you will get out of it and will have plenty of subject to discuss.
“God must be in a very good mood today, he made us meet” The most interesting people are usually the ones who are most interested in others.
You have two ears and one mouth because you should listen twice as much as you speak. Listening is a true art. Your flirting partner will be drawn to you. Everyone loves to be heard. Smile like you haven’t done that before, a smile lights up your face and draws people to you. You will be a people magnet.
Enough. Bored…Excuse me not for you…
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Love and Lust....
Everybody was happy that night.This guy did'nt had much interest in visiting his native village.The road was all murky and dusty,with every hour the journey was unsettling me.As the tonga galloped through the the dirt track amidst verdant paddy fields , i felt i was in another century.But the occassional cycle that strode past us ,this could be pre industrial revloution era.The hiatus in time is evident not just in what i see around me but also in what i hear people around me. Reaching my uncle's place was an end to two n half hour nightmare.When the tonga stopped and i got out ,with hairs flung like effiel tower and body covered with just dust and dust I was looked upon by village people as an alien.My parents were already there and they were happy to see me visiting my native place for the first time.
An assorted shapeless cluster of mud huts, roofed with thach adjacent to my uncles big kothi stay claim to his status symbol in the village.I watched rather aimlessly as i was wondering what i was doing admist this lost-to-the-world place.
Leave it i cannot complete this coz.. its really something that if i write up here there will be lots of questions and i dont want to go into all this.
An assorted shapeless cluster of mud huts, roofed with thach adjacent to my uncles big kothi stay claim to his status symbol in the village.I watched rather aimlessly as i was wondering what i was doing admist this lost-to-the-world place.
Leave it i cannot complete this coz.. its really something that if i write up here there will be lots of questions and i dont want to go into all this.
Feeling Hurt
When i wanted to share..
There was no time to share
When i waited yu was'nt there,
when i wanted you didnt cared.
Whispered,the words were not heard.
The bonds broke and so our souls.
The madness of love
Itself caught us unaware
We've everything today..
Except -ourselves
Somewhere you still exist
we are lost and so is the meaning
The aura of love,
The togetherness of being!!
There was no time to share
When i waited yu was'nt there,
when i wanted you didnt cared.
Whispered,the words were not heard.
The bonds broke and so our souls.
The madness of love
Itself caught us unaware
We've everything today..
Except -ourselves
Somewhere you still exist
we are lost and so is the meaning
The aura of love,
The togetherness of being!!
Part of Truth
The night is long.The moon waning its exisitence.
Emotions still wet with her passion.
Her distintictive odur prevails in the room.
She lay on the floor , unclothed , by me waiting.
Its is silent ,serene peacefull night.
But thats only part of truth.
Emotions still wet with her passion.
Her distintictive odur prevails in the room.
She lay on the floor , unclothed , by me waiting.
Its is silent ,serene peacefull night.
But thats only part of truth.
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